Monday, May 4, 2009

left over thoughts

this few days when i open my fridge, i'll see the left over puddings that i took back from sakura when i went there with u n the chocolates that we bought at the candy empire. whenever i saw those stuffs, my mind will 不由自主 de think of u. all our past wonderful memories will float at the back of my mind. thats y i dare not finish all those left over puddings n chocolates coz im afraid that once i finish them, the memories will be gone n never come back anymore. i dunno whether will there be anymore chance that we can have somemore great moments tgt, so i dun wanna lose any of these memories with u. coz seriously, they r extremely wonderful that i will never wan to forget them. hope that we can still have the chance to go out tgt bah.

im really apologetic for all the things that i have done that might hurt u gal, here is another song that i wanna dedicate to u gal, the song is 'sorry' by 苏永康. below is the lyrics.

Sorry... I am really sorry.
我又一次把你气哭在陌生街头
爱你... 我当然爱你
自从第一眼到现在什至没人敢预测的将来
^请你相信不是我不愿意改变我自已
而是一再努力又一再放弃那个软弱的自已

#其实我恨透了我自已没有认输的勇气
让你受尽了不安和委屈

*你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人
我的爱人请听我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影

^#**

p.s.:我是真心想跟你说声sorry,希望你会原谅我所做的一切。我爱你。
很爱恨爱你的傻瓜字

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