你就是我的心跳

i juz got my Major Project de topic this week. it seems like a veri interesting topic and the vet that gave mi this project he said that project is given to mi as their company de project. and he mention that, if this project is well done, it may be brought over to australia de riding school or something like that for presentation. coz they actually had an international conference on something regarding my project. so they hope that i can produce a result that they wanted.

but before that, upon completion of my project, i'll have to present it to all the vets present in the turf club. they will judge how i fare and decide on the later ones. the vet who scope this project for mi was oso veri helpful lor. he actually helped mi to find all the relevant acticles for mi to read up as my literature review, while others have to find all by their own wan lor. he gave mi the project on tues late aftnoon n he handed mi tons of articles on wed morning!!! so gd rite? i so looking forward to working with him for my MP lor. guess i'll be busy with my MP these following wks ler.

i juz get to know that u arent feeling veri well these few days. so i really wish that god will bring all these away from u and nth is going to hppn to u de. hope that u'll be happy n carefree from now onwards.

take care gal.

只要你过得比我好 by 钟镇涛:

^不知道你现在好不好
是不是也一样没烦恼
像个孩子似的神情忘不掉
你的笑对我一生很重要

#这些年你过得好不好
偶尔是不是也感觉有些老
像个大人般的恋爱 有时心情糟
请你相信我在你身边别忘了

*只要你过得比我好 过得比我好
什么事都难不倒
所有快乐在你身边围绕
只要你过得比我好 过得比我好
什么事都难不倒 一直到老

重复 ^ # *, *x2

• 9.44pm

我之前还以为我能够追回我所失去的一切一切，但我才发现，世界上最快的奥运田径选手，它也许能追得上匹马，狮子，甚至是豹子，但他永远都不可能追得上一样东西，那就是时间。连奥运选手都最不回时间的步伐，更何况只是区区的一个我？时间，它也许是个治疗伤口的最佳良药，但也可能是个无声的杀手。

• 9.10pm

i juz know last wk that all the horses that are in turf club has to be castrated as the production of testosterone will divert their concentration on the running for the races. then 2day when i made my way to endoscopy to collect the blood tubes for testing, i was told that there is a horse that is going to be castrated on the spot!!!! n i was actually asked to stay to watch how the vet did it!!! the onli appropriate word that i can use to describe that whole process is GORE!!! its really bloody n gore lor. the worse thing is that before i know all that, the vet tell mi that they are going to prepare a wonderful breakfast for mi and asked mi if i wanted it baked, or grilled. then i look so blur down there until my mentor told mi that they are going to perform a castration on the horse. it literally makes mi lose all my appetite for my lunch. though the scene wasnt pleasant at all, but its really an experience for mi to view that whole process.

• 9.40pm

没有你的第75天，我觉得我过的不是很好，但能说的是至少比之前好多了。可能是因为现在attachment的关系，就比较忙了些，然后也没什么时间去想以前的事。但是偶尔时不时，你还是会突然的出现在我的脑海里。每次想起你，眼泪还是会情不自禁的往下掉。我还真得很怀念与你在一起的每一份每一秒，虽然我们已不能回到过去，但是和你在一起的所有回忆，都是值得怀念的。我还是无法放得下你，你已占据了我心里大部分的位子了，已经没办法在容得下别人。我这几天都有一直上你的部落阁，想知道你最近过得好不好，有没有什么头昏脑热的，因为我真的好害怕会完全失去你的消息。但我知道你最近应该都过得很好，这样子我就已经很安慰了。

还很怀念你叫我‘傻瓜’的那把声音。但那把声音我想应该永远都不会回来了吧。

依然好想你。

温岚的傻瓜:

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

^其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

#傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作爱
上了我不保留

*傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

重复 ^#*,*

• 9.06pm